Saturday, June 25, 2011

Like I've said, I've already lost my "feel" for blogging.
I don't even know what should I talk about in here anymore.

Nowhere's really private anymore, including Twitter.
I can't even find a proper way to vent my anger and pen my sorrows down..
Well, I'm just gonna randomly talk about things that are happening around me right now or what has happened during the past few weeks.

I've stopped clubbing for quite some time now.
I don't have the "feel" to club already and I'm so sick and tired of clubbing.
IN MY OWN OPINION: Sometimes I feel that it's a waste of time spending 5 hours in club, getting wasted instead of using that 5 hours to spend some precious moments with your loved ones.
And also, clubs are getting boring. Especially Powerhouse. It's like it's been invaded with 15 year olds, 16 year olds and 17 year olds almost every single weekend and it's disgusting. I'm trying to say I'm so cool because I'm already 19 this year but I just don't like it. Period.

Actually I kinda lost interest in doing almost anything that I used to like doing.
Like on Twitter, I've stop tweeting as often as before either.

I'm just like............. extremely sick and tired of life.
Sigh.
But that's just me.

On a positive note, I'm kinda contented with my life right now! :)
Awesome special someone, awesome girlfriends (Bjj Ning Cheek Min XQ JW S WQ) and some other awesome people like Yap, and sometimes Ashley but not for now definitely cause he's attached, lol~ And people like Fabien, Andy&Co.

I started work on Monday.
I'm still learning the basics of everything in this new company although most of the stuffs look so foreign to me but I still can cope with it for now. ;)

Lionelboy went back to Vietnam on the Monday..
It is said that he'll be back on the 30th! Well, I really hope that's the case because everyone who knows that cute lil' baby all miss him so bad~



















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To you,

I don't know if you're gonna be reading this or not... But I just wanna let you know that I really appreciate every single thing that you've done for me and the sacrifices that you've made for me.

I'm really sorry for being so demanding/angsty/paranoid/fussy ALL THE TIME. I'm really amazed at how you can still tolerate me and handle me especially I'm always acting so fucked up.
Even though at times you really pissed me off damn badly til I feel like strangling you and I was supposed to be super duper ultra mad at you but you ALWAYS have your way to make me feel sooo much better and cheer me up and most of the time, it's always your presence that does the magic.

FFLBF