Ketacy

2011-11-27T20:46:00.000-08:00

Not gonna be updating this space anymore.

Say a big hello to Tumblr instead! :D

2011-09-04T16:39:00.000-07:00

Finally had the chance to have McBreakfast yesterday morning, after sooo long! :D

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2011-09-04T16:32:00.000-07:00

Hiii I'm here again!

The only reason why I'm here is always because I'm bored. Hahahaha.

It's a Sunday today so it's not too bad, it's a day which I'll expect myself to be home because I'll be working the next day.

I just spammed my Tumblr blog with truckloads of reblogs, HA.
Anyone of you out here owns a Tumblr too? Follow me here! :)

Ohhh and tell me if you want a follow back as well, heh.
Y'all can also ask me questions over there!!!

OK, so I shall see y'all there more often than here.
But of course, I will NEVER delete away this blog of mine and I'll be back once in a while to update about my life and yadayada.

2011-09-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously dying of boredom at home! Fuck this shit.
Honestly, who the fuck actually stays at home on a fucking Saturday night?! This is so NOT me. -_-

I can't believe this. I've broken my personal record by staying home for two Saturday nights and not out partying or catching the movie. Yeah, I know I know, I've been ranting about how being at home on a Saturday night is stupid but it really IS plain stupid.

Why the fuck should I be home just because the movie time slots are fucked up or just because nobody wants to party? WHY?

Ughhh. This just sucks.

Outta boredom, I created Tumblr.
Hahahaha yeahhh this is how bored I really am. #fuckmylife

2011-09-03T23:47:00.000-07:00

I've spent two Saturday nights, including tonight at home already.

Sucks to be me.

2011-08-14T19:27:00.000-07:00

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

I think I just screwed everything up with a small lil' mistake.

I feel so depressed now, I wanna die. That sounded childish and silly but really, this is how I've been feeling for the whole day now.

2011-08-02T23:30:00.000-07:00

It's August already.

Time really flies....... One year back, I was still working for Dior. Partying&drinking my life away.
I'd always party 'til the next morning, head home to bathe&prepare and then go to work.

I can't even do that now, I think I'll just collapse at work man..

I wonder where's the energy that I used to have in me? I feel tired every single day despite having at least 7-9 hours of sleep every single night. -___- Something must be wrong with me, seriously.

Birthday celebration for the July babies at Butterfly!

Quite fun although I did not drink that much&something ruined my fucking mood that night.

Just fucking loathe it when people don't know how to respect me.
If you know that I'll hate whatever you did, then why still do it? UGH.

The other day Jiawen&I had a simple celebration for Xueqi at Timbre.
Ambience was not bad! And oh myyy the duck pizza which everyone talks about it after they visit Timbre??? IT WAS FUCKING DELISHHH!!! :D

A pity the rest of the girls couldn't join us because they all had something on, they could only come later for the club BUT I wasn't joining 'em for clubbing so yuppppp.....

My weekends were spent doing nothing, hahahahaha how awesomely sad huh?
Well, not at all! At least I got to spend my day&night with my lovelove! ♥ Heh.

Bored@work...... -___-
And also, cute lil Lionelboy!!! :D Hehehehe.

Okay, I shall stop abruptly here because I'm too lazy to continue.. Hahahaha!!!

May August be an awesome month, partly because it's my birthday month though I really don't give a fuck about birthday but yeppp!!! I sincerely hope that everything goes smoothly for everyoneee. :) Hehehe.

2011-07-17T22:54:00.000-07:00

"I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else."
— Jonathan Safran Foer

2011-07-17T22:29:00.000-07:00

I'm back here again.

This time it's not because I'm bored but something just came across my mind..

One of my girlfriends has just recently broken up with her boyfriend, well, ex-boyfriend now.

Reason the guy gave?
Because my girlfriend has a serious attitude problem.

But the real reason behind their break-up is because he has already fallen for another girl whom he met at his workplace.

Funny, I wonder why the fuck did he need to lie about the reason when the truth will come to light one day..

And the reason was a really lame one, no? "Serious attitude problem", LMAOOO.
Dude? She's been like that since two years ago when you guys just got together, don't tell me you JUST realized it? *Wonders*

The girl that he has fallen for, well, looks-wise, let's not even go there alright?
His taste just dropped. Let's just say, he'd rather sacrifice an abalone for a filthy fish bone.

She made herself sound like saint on her blog.
Initially telling the whole damn world that she knows how exactly my GF feels and she "won't take what's not mine."

Then a few days later, she blogged again. This time, she said something fucking idiotic.
She wondered and questioned why did my GF have to read her blog&view her Facebook profile.

HELLO GIRL? Tell me which girl won't fucking do that when they found out their boyfriend decided to break off with them because of a really ugly looking girl. Are you fucking stupid or are you really fucking stupid?

And please, by reading your blog&wanting to view your Facebook profile DOES NOT makes one a professional stalker. Well, here's the definition of stalker in case you used it wrongly the next time.

One motherfucking dog amusing thing about what that retarded slut did: SHE EDITED HER BLOG POST after we posted some posts on my GF's wall. (I screenshot it in case she tries to deny it. :D)

LOL, since you made yourself sound like a fucking saint and made yourself sound so high and mighty, then why did you have to edit your blog post?

Y'know by doing that, it really shows how guilty you are and how fucked up a person you are.

Good luck to the guy who chose to be with you and good luck to you, fucking fugly fuckface too.
If he can do this to my GF, he can do it to you too. :)

2011-07-17T19:18:00.000-07:00

I'm here because I'm bored.
Anyway I don't think there are anyone out there who still reads my blog, hahaha.

Ohwells, my Friday&Saturday were spent at home.
Yes, you read it right. "SPENT AT HOME" Kinda proud of myself though.. It's been ages since I last spent my weekends bumming around at home, lazinggg&doing nothing.

Feels great though! Don't have to crack my brain, thinking of where to go, what to do, things we can do, places we can explore, etc..
I slept early on both days because I figured that there won't be any interesting things on the internet for me to look at, was too lazy to get on MSN, Facebook's getting boring and.... I just feel like lying on my bed so yep that's what I did!

How boring.... But I kinda enjoyed it. :)

Spent a bomb on online shopping, ordered fuckloads pairs of shoes!!
Now I can't wait for all of 'em to arrive!! I've got a feeling that I won't be wearing them often though.. Because I hardly go anywhere during the weekends already.. :( NEVER MIND. Shall wear it to work then! HAHAHA.

I really feel like going overseas at the end of this year! But it seems like everyone's either broke or they don't feel like going or whatever rahhh. :(:(:( UGH.
But then again...... I'm fucking broke myself too! I'm left with $3x?! Yeah I'm this pathetically broke. I don't even know what did I spend on man... Horrible.

Sorry that I've got not much photos to share with y'all here..........
Okay I'm bored of blogging already, byeeeeeeeeeee.

2011-07-17T14:49:00.000-07:00

I hate that feeling.
The feeling when you're sad, but you have no idea why. You just are.
And in your mind, you're thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad.
Then people ask you what's wrong and you have nothing to say.
You end up sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone else, but you, is happy.

2011-07-06T20:08:00.000-07:00

"Don't dwell on the past. Your history can’t be erased, but your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what’s going to happen instead of worrying about what you can’t change. Don’t waste your time being sad, because you’re wasting away moments in which you could be happy. Always remember that."

2011-06-25T16:45:00.000-07:00

Like I've said, I've already lost my "feel" for blogging.
I don't even know what should I talk about in here anymore.

Nowhere's really private anymore, including Twitter.
I can't even find a proper way to vent my anger and pen my sorrows down..
Well, I'm just gonna randomly talk about things that are happening around me right now or what has happened during the past few weeks.

I've stopped clubbing for quite some time now.
I don't have the "feel" to club already and I'm so sick and tired of clubbing.
IN MY OWN OPINION: Sometimes I feel that it's a waste of time spending 5 hours in club, getting wasted instead of using that 5 hours to spend some precious moments with your loved ones.
And also, clubs are getting boring. Especially Powerhouse. It's like it's been invaded with 15 year olds, 16 year olds and 17 year olds almost every single weekend and it's disgusting. I'm trying to say I'm so cool because I'm already 19 this year but I just don't like it. Period.

Actually I kinda lost interest in doing almost anything that I used to like doing.
Like on Twitter, I've stop tweeting as often as before either.

I'm just like............. extremely sick and tired of life.
Sigh.
But that's just me.

On a positive note, I'm kinda contented with my life right now! :)
Awesome special someone, awesome girlfriends (Bjj Ning Cheek Min XQ JW S WQ) and some other awesome people like Yap, and sometimes Ashley but not for now definitely cause he's attached, lol~ And people like Fabien, Andy&Co.

I started work on Monday.
I'm still learning the basics of everything in this new company although most of the stuffs look so foreign to me but I still can cope with it for now. ;)

Lionelboy went back to Vietnam on the Monday..
It is said that he'll be back on the 30th! Well, I really hope that's the case because everyone who knows that cute lil' baby all miss him so bad~

--

To you,

I don't know if you're gonna be reading this or not... But I just wanna let you know that I really appreciate every single thing that you've done for me and the sacrifices that you've made for me.

I'm really sorry for being so demanding/angsty/paranoid/fussy ALL THE TIME. I'm really amazed at how you can still tolerate me and handle me especially I'm always acting so fucked up.
Even though at times you really pissed me off damn badly til I feel like strangling you and I was supposed to be super duper ultra mad at you but you ALWAYS have your way to make me feel sooo much better and cheer me up and most of the time, it's always your presence that does the magic.

F♥♥F♥♥L♥♥♥B♥♥F♥♥

2011-06-25T16:09:00.000-07:00

I've lost my "feel" for blogging.
Need to find it back.

2011-06-03T15:31:00.000-07:00

A girl doesn’t need to tell you straight up how she feels,
it’s written all over her eyes.
If you can see how she feels without her telling you,
then you definitely deserve her heart.

2011-05-29T18:12:00.000-07:00

May hasn't been good.

June's coming in 2 days' time, let's all hope it'll be better.

2011-05-09T14:02:00.000-07:00

Less than a month to June.
I hope everything turns out fine.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe

2011-05-06T16:08:00.000-07:00

2011-05-05T01:22:00.000-07:00

Friends VS. Best Friends

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “Seven days…” !

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool withyou at that time of the month.

BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run - beep - run!”

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin “DAMN!” we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!

FRIENDS: when visiting, acts like a guest.
BEST FRIENDS: opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

Source: strawberrytelle

2011-05-04T12:29:00.000-07:00

We make all sorts of decicions and choices everyday and we end up doing things; some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could relieve over and over again.
But all of these make us for who we are.
If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn’t be who we are now so just live, make mistakes, learn from them and never doubt who you are, where you’ve been and where you’re going.

2011-04-29T13:38:00.000-07:00

I can totally foresee that June's gonna be a heart wrenching month.

2011-04-19T19:14:00.001-07:00

Hi! First attempt to blog from my phone. :D

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2011-04-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes late at night I think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven’t been and all the things yet to be. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if I will ever truly understand anything… and if there’s really anything to understand at all.

What if.....
What if.....
What if.....
What if.....
What if.....

If only.....
If only.....
If only.....
If only.....
If only.....

2011-04-03T21:23:00.000-07:00

Neverland last night!
It was a last minute decision.

Although I kinda miss clubbing but... I think I miss those nights in Neverland back in Year 2010 more. :) Heh.

Perfect place with perfect company lasting throughout the perfect long night.

Hasbi&Co. were there as well! :)

Shaun's Dajie&friends were there as well.

That's the thing about Neverland; never fail to bump into friends over there.
Just like how we always do in clubs.

Headed home pretty early because we were all dead beat....

2011-03-31T22:00:00.000-07:00

Dear March,

I'm glad you'll be gone tomorrow.
I'm upset that you've made me pretty upset for most of the days this month.
Right now, I'm waiting eagerly for twelve midnight to strike.

I hate you.
You've not been nice to me for this whole fucking 31 days.
You've been fucking awful to me&, all my loved ones too.
Two more hours and you'll be gone.

I'm praying extremely hard for April to be a really awesome month.

Goodbye and fuck off in advance, March.

Love,
Michilee.

2011-03-31T20:16:00.000-07:00

See that boy doing his homework in homeroom? He couldn’t do it last night because he was too busy talking his best friend out of suicide. See that girl, with her face caked in make up? She’s bullied, she needs to feel beautiful. See him, the one who wears long sleeves everyday? He covers his arms to hide the scars. See her, with the cheap, hand-me-down clothes? Her family can’t afford food for half the month, let alone get brand names. See the girl who laughs and smiles at every little thing? She cries herself to sleep every night. Wonder why she never lets her friends over her house? Because she’s afraid they’ll see her dad passed out drunk on the floor, as always. See how that girl cringes at rape jokes? She was raped. See the boy who everyone goes to for advice? He wishes someone would do the same for him. See the girl who never brings a lunch? She’s disgusted by her body. See her, with the little waist? She goes to the bathroom and forces herself to throw up so that she can keep her waist that way. See the boy over there, see the dark circles under his eyes? He has insomnia, he fears what he’ll see in his dreams. See that girl daydreaming over there? She has schizophrenia. See the boy biting his nails? He has cancer and he’s wondering how much time he has left. See your best friend? She’s addicted to drugs, but she can’t tell you because you wont understand. See that boy reading all about 9/11? His parents died on that day. See her, with her phone on her at all times? She’s waiting for a call saying her sister was found after a kidnapping 4 years ago. Don’t judge.

(Source: alonetilforever)

2011-03-29T21:42:00.000-07:00

Universal Studios Singapore

And so, the other day Jia whatsapped me&asked if I wanted to go to Universal Studios Singapore because her Mom was able to get the tickets at a cheaper price.

Of course, I agreed immediately! Since I've never been there before&the Battlestar Galactica (In case you don't know, it's the Blue and Red color roller coasters) is already done with all the repairs or whatsoeverrr due to the previous incident.

Planned this trip a few weeks before because both of us wanted this trip to be an awesome&memorable one. Heh~ :D

Met up early in the morning for some McBreakfast! I wasn't really craving for it because I just had it a few weeks ago while at work.. Haha!

OKAY. Not many photos were taken because obviously we were enjoying our rides&having so much fun and we couldn't possibly be carrying the camera with us around, no? ;)

Welcome to Universal Studios Singapore!~

Hiakhiak, I loveee carousel rides!

My favourite childhood cartoon character!!! :D Betty Boop~

Me being a fan of adrenaline rushes definitely love the Battlestar Galactica ride most, hehe.

Yup, and we tried out most of the rides there! I used the word "most" because there were some really kiddy rides which we didn't try out. Well, thought it would be a waste of time.. Hahaha!

Some ice-cream to cool us down~

Fucking humid weather!

Oh, and yes! I chanced upon Linhui~ :D
Thanks for you-know-what! Hehehe.

Had our lunch there too!! :):):) Mad delicious pasta, everrr. Wanted to try out the pizza initially but I had been craving for pasta for quite some time already so we ended up having the pasta instead, hehehe.

Also, we watched street performances and yeah it was really enjoyable especially by this group of people!!!

THE GUY WITH THE GOLD HAIR IS SO CUTE AND CHARMING AND OHMYGOSHHH I CAN MARRY HIM RIGHT AWAY. Ahhh, and his melodious voice~~~ What a cutie! Heh.

Continued with our rides&all, by 7 or 8+PM that night, we were both exhausted like fuck.
Oh! And we took so many polaroid shots!!! Hehehe, I love polaroids~ Shall make full use of my polaroid camera more often now. :)

Waited for Jia's Mom to fetch us home&yep that was how we spent our day at the USS! :D

Mad awesome trip, ever. I had so much fun~ And yeah, no worries&all. Love days like this..... Now I feel like going on a vacation already, hahaha.

Actual Children’s Answers to The Question “What Is Love?”

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” - Chrissy, age 6

“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” - Terri, age 4

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” - Danny, age 7

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” - Emily, age 8

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” - Bobby, age 7

“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” - Nikka, age 6

“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” - Noelle, age 7

“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” - Tommy, age 6

“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” - Cindy, age 8

“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” - Clare, age 6

“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” - Elaine, age 5

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” - Chris, age 7

“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” - Mary Ann, age 4

“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” - Lauren, age 4

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” - Rebecca, age 8

(so that ^ just made me cry)

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” - Karen, age 7

“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” - Jessica, age 8

Random Stuffs

Spent a night over at Hotel Michael the other day with my babygirls! ♥♥♥
Random&sudden trip~ Swam in the pool in the middle of the night, hahahaha. And took so many photos of us with silly poses!

But I gotta wait 'til Jia's done with uploading it before I can start blogging the photos so yep, be patient! :)

However I've got some photos taken with my phone with me now so here you go~

And ohhh if people who used to read my blog are reading this, don't y'all miss Lionelboy?!
That boy's all grown up now!!! :D:D:D Heh~

I'm so glad that March will soon be over!! :) Heh.
March has been so fucking awful, I've never really liked a day in March........ Ughhh.

2 days away from April. One more month down and... That means two more months to his release and it's kinda like my doomsday? Man, I don't know.

I just feel so fucking confused now. I.... Really, really don't know what I want.

..........Sigh~

2011-03-24T10:00:00.000-07:00

A week 'til March is officially over. Can't wait. March has been really fucked up.
I'm crossing my fingers hoping that April would be an awesome month.

I really need a getaway badly.. But I'm broke as hell, dammit.
Ahhh guess it's time I should start saving if I really wanna go overseas this badly rather than whining&complaining about it, huh? :/

Your self-worth is dependent solely on you.
Not the school you attend, not the job you have, not that clothes you wear, not the places you go to and not the people you know.
Your self-worth will not be affected by what people say about you. They do not know you to begin with.
Your worth is in your hands, your power, and in this ever changing, unstable world.
This is a piece of advice you should hold on to.

2011-03-19T14:25:00.000-07:00

Guestbook instead of tagboard this time 'round.
Feel free to comment or ask questions. :)

2011-03-19T01:34:00.000-07:00

Just a day ago, while I was out with Jia, we were talking about our life. Talking about how much we've been through, talking about our family background, talking about how much our parents have done for us, and what and how our life could have been should things happened otherwise..

And just today, I received a piece of news from a really close friend of mine that his Dad has just passed away. It's obviously shocking to me because from as far as I've known, his Dad was quite a healthy person, no major illnesses etc..

Second time.
In less than a fucking quarter of a year.
I received this kinda news.

It's really scary and it's scaring me very badly, I'm not kidding. Especially when this is happening to my very own close friend. I can totally feel him. I felt it, and am still feeling it. This pain is so indescribable..... Everything seems to be so surreal. How I wish all of this is only just a dream..

I often wonder will I be the next??? I'm afraid. Because I know I cannot afford to lose anyone just like that, at this age and at this point of time but I know that no one's able to predict what's gonna happen next..

When a friend passed away 2-3 years ago, I told myself I'll change, I've to start cherishing everyone around me. I've to stop talking to my elders back at home in a rude manner.

I failed.

When a friend lost his Mom to an illness a month back, I told myself all of those again.
And expectedly, I failed again.

I still act like a brat. I still behave as if the whole world owed me money. I still talk rudely to them.

But now, after this incident, I guess it's really time for me to wake the fuck up and start acting like how a filial child would, before I lose anyone away to death.. Before I regret about all the things that I could have done but didn't and before everything's too late.

失去了才懂得珍惜...... By then it'll all be way too late......

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To E:

Just give me a call and I'll be there for you, just like earlier on.
I promise.

Please promise me to be strong, for yourself, for your Mommy&for your Sist.
It's time for you to grow up already, no more nonsense, no more time for you to waste because from now on, YOU take over your Dad's responsibilities.

And if you need any help, please know that I'm just 8 digits away only. Anytime, I'll be there.
I love you, my dearest all-time best bro.

2011-03-16T21:25:00.000-07:00

Stop making your problems into mine and honestly, you've being extremely fucking annoying lately&now, you're really getting on my nerves.

Hey, I have my own problems too, but do I go around telling people about it and then cry and wail and act like a motherfucking 14 years old kid when I talk about it?

I don't.

Just stop it. Stop it.
I don't like all of these. And... I don't wanna start disliking you. Really.

It's time to grow up and start acting like your age.

2011-03-16T20:10:00.000-07:00

..........that's the problem with humans.

2011-03-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

I’ve realize that you shouldn’t make your friends your everything, cause they come and they go. I’ve realize that karma is only a bitch if you are. I’ve realized that jealousy turns me into a monster. I’ve realized that being single isn’t as bad as people make it seem. I’ve realized that people don’t always smile because they want to. I’ve realized that people are bitches because they’ve been hurt, or they’re scared of getting hurt. And I’ve realized that, no matter how many times you’ve been pushed down, you need to get up. It’s not even an option.

2011-03-12T23:39:00.000-08:00

As time goes by, we slowly learnt about certain things be it we wish to know or not.

Well, welcome to the real world, I say.

2011-03-10T20:25:00.000-08:00

March has so far been a very awful month.

I've been thinking a lot lately.
I hate how the thought of it always fucks me up. I hate how things are now. I hate how cunning and fucked up people can be. I hate liars. I hate being fatter than before. I hate.. Myself.

All I want to do now is to, disappear.

2011-02-27T18:17:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when life goes downhill and things get crazy, it freaks us out a little and makes us feel like we’re losing grip on something that’s really important - a part of ourselves, our lives and that scares us even more, so we try really hard to hold on tight to whatever we think we’re losing and sometimes, we hold on a little too hard.

2011-02-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

What the fuck is wrong, seriously?
The first few days of February was fucked up and then everything became awesome and then fucked up again... I thought everything was going to be okay but it seems like my judgment was wrong. :/

This is so annoyingly frustrating.
And the worst part is, there's nothing I can do about it.
Ughhh. I really, really wish the sky would just rain money down and then I can just go to anywhere I want in the world just to chillax~ Woahhh that would really be great!! But hahahaha I know that sounded totally unrealistic and retarded. :/

Oh wells, it really is unrealistic and retarded.
Why did I even thought of that? -____-

Sometimes we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons, and still love them even after all the heartache because most of the time, we can’t pick who we love.
And even though we know we shouldn’t love them, we do and always will, because there are just some people in our lives who will get to us for reasons we can’t explain, even when they shouldn’t.

2011-02-17T23:29:00.000-08:00

I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.

2011-02-14T22:54:00.000-08:00

So much for trying to act like you're the innocent party (Ohhh right you're the middleman/messenger) and making me look as though I'm the bad person in this whole thing. Thank you for trying your very best to ruin my friendship between 2 of my close friends and I. I don't know if I should feel sorry for you or be happy that you failed. Look what happened in the end?

(:

Do you really think it will be THIS easy for me to fall out with my friends?
You must be someone real stupid then.

Try harder next time, fuckface.
And try to kick away your filthy little jealousy habit. It's unhealthy for you.

Next time if you've got issues with me, find me. Don't use underhand methods or do things like how a 15 years old kid would. You get me? (:

Happy fucking Valentine's Day to you, filthy lil' whore.

2011-02-12T20:18:00.000-08:00

I'm in a mess now.
My life is in a terrible mess now.

Stop the judging.

2011-02-12T17:41:00.000-08:00

LONG BUT WORTH READING IT.

Do you ever wonderhow people would have turned out if their circumstances were different? Take Thomas Edison for example. He was an extremely poor student up to the age of 12, so much so that all of his teachers called him slow. His mother was so furious at this that she took him out of school and proceeded to teach him at home. Later on, he said that this was the main reason he became the success that he did, because in school he was humiliated and his mother was the driving force at making him the greatest inventor of all time.

Would Thomas Edison have done what he did if he went to school and college for in his life? Or was the path that he took the only one that would have led to his success?

What about other scientists, inventors, leaders, or musicians who were born poor(or in a part of the world where they had no way of getting an education/experience they needed) and really didnt have any shot at making a life for themselves. Somehow they made it. Is it because they were always meant to make it? Was the path they took already pre-planned before they even started on it?

Is there a child being born right now in a poor country, that will someday change our world? Or has their been geniuses born, but they got a real chance at anything and just lived and died a life of normalcy?

You have now reached the mind fuck portion of this Highdea. The fallowing quiz was not created by me. I found it on the web a long time ago, and can not remember who originally made it:

Question 1:

If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who
were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had
syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?

Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.

Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts.
Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for?

Candidate A:

Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist
He’s had two mistresses.
He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.

Candidate B:

He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in
college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.

Candidate C:

He is a decorated war hero. He’s a vegetarian, doesn’t smoke, drinks an
occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.

Which of these candidates would be your choice?

Decide first… no peeking, then scroll down for the response.

Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.

And, by the way, on your answer to the abortion question:

If you said YES, you just killed Beethoven.

I put this quiz on here to make you really think about the world around us. Never judge someone. Also, never feel down on yourself just because you may feel that life is dragging you down. You may be on a path that was especially made for you. The bumps and bruises you have along the way are made to build and shape you for the journey ahead.

(Source: highdeas.com)

2011-02-05T18:20:00.000-08:00

Life's good in February! Except for the first day of February&the second day of CNY.

After reunion dinner on the eve, 'twas Power to the House with my Siaojiii Pauline! ^^
So happy seeing JoelOng, Minglong, Zhenfeng&Co. there!!! :):):) And, I was right! Eve of CNY was an awesome start of CNY.

X.boi's released! And JoelOng's tagging got cut! Hehehe.

1st day of CNY: After the usual visiting at Tampines, headed down to Neverland! Was expecting it to be good 'til I realized that I probably expected too much? Ha, and I was thinking too much that day. :/ Ruined my mood for the whole night. -_-

2nd day of CNY: Headed out to David's crib after the visiting held over at my place! :) NBCB. I swear I've never been so unlucky before!!! LOST SO MUCH. :( But oh wells, it's CNY so it's okay! :) Hehe.

3rd day of CNY: TODAY. NOW. I'm home! Gonna go get prepared and then head out to Punggol later!!! Wish me luck uh, gimme winning streak all the way. HUAT AH!
&Hopefully all plans for tonight don't get fucked.

Anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO Y'ALL!!! :D:D:D

2011-02-01T20:46:00.000-08:00

First day of February and I feel like shit already.

I'm psychotic, I think.
I'm feeling so upset now, for no apparent reasons at all.

_|_

2011-01-31T22:11:00.000-08:00

CAN Y'ALL BELIEVE IT!?

IT IS GONNA BE FEBRUARY TOMORROW!!!

Wow..... Time really flies.
February = A brand new month = One month down..

Actually I kinda wish June doesn't come. I know it's so selfish of me to have this thinking but I really, really don't want my freedom to be robbed of. :/

Sigh. I'm so lost and confused and..... Recently I've been having this fucking mixed emotions thing in me going on. Ugh. SUX2BME :(

Anyway January has been just a pretty okay month for me. Nothing really exciting happened except for troubles and more troubles for my friends......

Hopefully February would be a better month.

Dear H,
I'm sorry for not meeting up with you every time you asked me to. Always telling you I'm lazy, etc..... Wish I hadn't said all that, wish I met up with you. But it's all too late now. Take good care of yourself in there, my dear friend. I really, really appreciate all the things that you've done for me. Thank you, love you my dear friend. (: As promised, I'll write to you as soon as I get your address..

Dear R,
hey bro. I'm sorry for your loss. It's all too sudden and..... It's something that nobody wants it to happen. But all of this is just part and parcel of life. You HAVE to be strong, you can do it, I believe in you. It takes time, of course. Whatever it is, always remember, I'm just 8 digits away. We'll all always be there for you. Love you, bro!!!

2011-01-30T16:04:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings! (:
Woah, I haven't been blogging for the longest time already man.

I wonder if anyone is even reading this right now.. Hahaha!
But whatever it is, I'll still be blogging anyway.

First up, will of course, be about my BKK trip that happened like.... Close to one month ago?

So before I left for BKK, I got to meet up with my favourite girls, JW&XQ for a simple movie date!
Chillaxed with them in town aftermath, while waiting for Fab, Jia, Shaun, Ning, Joel&Co. to come over. We were supposed to be catching a movie but plan cancelled because all movies slots were full, and we were such a big group so yeppp.

Ended up at some skatepark in ECP. We had so much fun there though I was really scared and terrified of going down to the.... Umm, big hole? Okay I don't know what's that called but it's really huge and deep and scary!!! -___-

Sent Ning home first because she's got work the next day and we ended up at some cemetery!
Heh heh heh, I love nights like this!!! Adventurous and just fun fun fun, explored around Singapore, how awesome!

We all hung around 'til morning which was by then already the 29th, the day we're flying off!!!
They sent Jia&I home respectively and then we got changed, etc.....

I was mad tired, so fucking tired, dog tired but I can't sleep because if I sleep = I'll oversleep = GG, no more BKK trip. :(

Waited for Jia's Mom to pick me up from my place then off we went for our breakfast!
Shaun, Adrian&Roger came to find us&then all of us headed down to the airport, met Agatha, Yvonne&Cherie there then check-in, etc.... Y'know the usual procedures.. -___-

I was so fucking tired and my eyes were killing me!!! All thanks to the contacts lenses, I wore it for more than 12hours, I think?

Boarded on the airplane and.......... ZzzZzzzZzzz.

29th/Dec'10:

Yessah!!! After 2 hours of flight, we finally touched down at BKK.

A W E SO M E N E S S !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Booked a 7-seater taxi&we began our journey in BKK. (:
Checked into our hotel rooms, put down our stuffs and then met up with Yusheng who was already there for a few days already.

We were famished so we went to some stalls nearby to have our lunch. Tried their Tom Yum Goong which was.................................. A disappointment. :/ :| :O

After eating, it was shopping time! We were all so hyped up about it!!!
Shopped around in Platinum. Okay we were all extremely fucking tired but when it comes to shopping, what's tired?! HAHAHA.

If my memory didn't fail me, it's also the day we did our first Thai massage there.
I miss Thai massage!!!!!! I literally fell asleep while they were massaging for me and they had to wake me up because I need to turn over to the other side. So embarrassing!!! -_____-

Back to hotel aftermath!

30th/Dec'10:

Got woken up at 4+AM (BKK time) by Jia!!!
I WAS SO TIRED. But anyway I still woke up, washed up&then head down to 7-11.

Their 7-11 is a heaven man.... Cheap&cheap&they've got loads of stuffs there?? Hahahaha.
We bought so many things back to our hotel!

Headed to MBK and Naraya aftermath! Felt like Heaven when I walked into Naraya, okay no wait, everywhere felt like Heaven as long as you're in BKK!

Cheap deals EVERYWHERE and you can still bargain when it's really fucking cheap!

Met Shi Kai in BKK too! It was his first day so we decided to meet up with him&brought us to this Thai restaurant in MBK for lunch. We were sooooo famished then!

After that, he brought us to this temple nearby&prayed. The fucking fat bitch selling coconut drinks there was so rude!!! I hope she gets knocked down while crossing the road in Thailand, motherfucker.

If I'm not wrong, I think we went back to our hotel after praying? Went back to rest.. Because we were all really, really fucking tired..

Put down our stuffs then Shikai came to meet us so off we went to Chinatown!
Had sharks' fin's&bird nest~ Heh!!

Then off to club Hollywood aftermath! Hehehe, actually wanted to postpone the idea but! Iyah, we decided to just go ahead with it.. Y'know just to explore&all..

AND BOY DID I NOT REGRET GOING!!!

The atmosphere in the club there is totally different!!! The girls there are more wild and daring?
Yeah, some are pretty hot I must say. Whoopwhoops~ And the singer, OH MY FUCKING GOD, the singer is so fucking cute and hot and handsome and whatever good-looking descriptive words to name it, YEAH HE'S THAT HOT. I can marry him anytime I swear!!! :3~

31st/Dec'10:

Guess what?! WE WOKE UP FRIGGIN' LATE!!! Like, 4+PM (BKK time).
Shops in BKK all close pretty early like say, 6+ or 7+PM? So we were like, "OOOHH FUCKKK we needa hurry the fuck up!!!!"

We hurriedly settled our meal at A&W and off we headed down to Platinum for shopping.
Shopping was sucha rush!!! But hehehe just look at the stuffs we got!!!

SHOPPING QUEENS, I must name us as.

LOOK AT HOW MESSY WE GIRLS ARE!!!

New Year's celebration was shitty!!! I'm lazy to elaborate...... But AHHH I wish I can celebrate it NOW, in S'pore! I bet it'll so be fuckyeahawesomeeeee. \m/

1st/Jan '11:

We all woke up pretty early! Had breakfast then set off to Chatuchuk! :D

Weather was a motherfucking killerrr but that's nothing when it comes to shopping~ HEH.

Bought truckloads of stuffs back!!! Settled our meals at some roadside stall and the Tom Yum Goong was the BEST of all the days that we were there!!!!!

Pedicure after dinner! Fucking Thai bitch cheated our mon$y. UGH.

After we're done, we went back to hotel and..... K.O.

2nd/Jan'11:

Last day in BKK!
Mixed feeling......... Miss everyone in S'pore so badly but.... Times in BKK were so carefree, worries-free and stress-free!!! :(

Did our last day of shopping there&I was officially announced broke. Left with like, 50baht. HAHAHAHA.

Before we left for the airport, we did our last real Thai massage in BKK... Then cab over to the airport.

Usual stuffs, checked in, blablabla~

Awesome thing was, Shaun&Co. came to pick us up at the airport!!!! :D:D:D
I love them truckloads, hehehe.

Had late supper with them then I accompanied Joel&Roger to TTSH.
After which, they, being the usual kind souls sent me to Sentosa, Amara Resort(?) for Pauline's 21st!!!! ^^ Hehehehe thank you babies!!!!

By the time I was there, drinks left were.. Uh, vodka. :/ And most of 'em were damn nua already. -____-

Had a really long heart2heart talk with my dearest #1!(:
Please be strong, and have faith. I know you can do this. If anything, I'm just 8 digits away only. Love you, NAYW.

Wha, now that I'm done with my BKK post, I swear I really feel like flying back there ON THE SPOT. :(

I miss BKK so much!!!! *wails*

--

Yay! Finally I'm done blogging about my BKK trip..... Thought I could never finish it. Hahaha.
Well, days have been pretty normal. Nothing happening happened, some old mundane stuffs. :/

My heart has been battling a war with my head for a while now...

So much changes in me, can you accept it?
I doubt so.

Sometimes, it's like, you love someone too much, so damn much, the only way is to let that person go.

Now, I don't even know what I want..

Sigh. Fuck everything.

2011-01-06T08:01:00.000-08:00

New Year Resolutions:

(Let's be realistic.)

Cut down on vulgarities
Change my fucken bad attitude (HEH. Been a bitch for the whole of 2010.)
Work hard, play hard.
Love more, hate less.

P/S: Happy belated 2nd anniversary with my boyfee~ ^^

2010-12-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

Before I fly off to BKK, here's a short post for y'all!

Can't believe we're all a few days away to 2011.

Fuck man. It's really amazing and scary how time flies past us so quickly&unknowingly... But it's good though. For I believe, a brand new year means a brand new beginning!!! :)

Year 2010: From permed hair to rebonded hair.

From reddish brown hair to black hair and then having it fade to brown hair.
Changed from job to job to job..... In total, I've changed my job for 3 times this year. Fuck my life much.

To be honest, I never thought that I'm able to survive (Yes, I've to use strong word like survive) through this year after all the shits that I've been through last year. (Y'know the boyfriend going into some RTC place, etc....)

My thought on 2010 was, "Fuck man. I'm so not going to survive this year. I'll be all alone. Fuck. How? Ah, fuck everything."

But boy, was I wrong!

2010: The year I met fuck yeah awesome people, ever!

From the people at my previous workplaces (FYI, it's only when I'm working for Christian Dior and at TTSH when I met awesome people!) to friends of friends.

I had the best colleagues! Especially Peiwen. She's the one whom I'll always go to whenever I feel like complaining about someone, whining&ranting about my problems, my happiness, my unhappiness, my anger, my rage, my fears, etc... (Back then, working was my Life so yeah.) Lunch breaks with her were always fun! We laughed at each other's stupidity, do stupid stuffs together, helped each other "cover backside" when we did bad things~ Hahahaha! Always asking her for advices when I ran into problems and even though sometimes her advices sound shitty but hey, at least she did came up with a few rather than brushing my problems off.

And of course, not forgetting others like Corina, Tuty, Xiaokang, Lisa&Gerlyn!!! Without these people when I was working for Dior, I could've died of boredom every single day.

Friends whom I've only got to know this year but had already made feel loved.

Imagine having friends who came all the way down from AMK/Upper S'goon to Tampines just to have dinner with me just because they made a promise to. I swear I'm really, really touched though I didn't show it out. Thank you so much, darlings! ♥

Friends who are so willing to accompany me to go here&there/driving me here&there for MY interviews not once, probably two to three times or just to send me to have my camera sent for repair&collecting it once the repair is done. Y'all know who you are~ ♥♥

Fuck yeah awesome friends who keep gathering friends by having dinner together, watching movies, clubbing, drinking sessions, stayovers, just going out and nothing, taking neoprints together, etc.... Love y'all so damn much. Sorry for all the troubles I caused if any. Mwwaahh~

Friends who are willing to drive us almost all around S'pore to explore places that we've never been to like going ooh-aah over 6/7 Ferraris, cemeteries to scare ourselves silly, tickling each other like nobody's business, going all the way to West Coast Park&climbed all the way of the spider web thingy just to chillax, going to Holland V to explore&see if there's anything for us to do..... And so many more that I can't even think of right now!

Clubbing with all my favourite party babies!!! (Cheek Jiajia Yuanning Annabelle Yap Aaron Yewjun&Co Chersiong&Co Shaun&Co AaronBoyka&Co Jinglong Pauline Abby Yihua Mary) \m/

Drinking sessions with Shaun&Co., Yap&Co., Ashely&Co., Shikai&Co. and Hasbi&Co.!!!!!

And also, a big big Thank You to Jiajia for making me feel so comfortable when she brings me over to meet up with her friends!!! ♥♥♥

I really wanna thank Hasbi for asking me along for the Halloween night at Night Safari.

Because I'm not really close to 'em and I only got to know 'em this year but still, he had the heart to ask me along~ Thanks!! ♥

Darlings who make the effort to celebrate each other's birthdays. ♥ (Ashley Yap Aaron Yuaning Jiajia Cheek Shaun&Co. Xueqi&Co.)

Doing really stupid things like having 4 people in the car tickling each other for a good 1 or 2 hour, going to MBS bar to drink 'cause we really had nothing to do, etc.. LOL.

Fuck yeah awesome friends who promised to be there for me and did. ♥♥♥

A BIG BIG THANK YOU& A BIG BIG HUG TO Y'ALL!~ MWAH. :* :* :* Thank God for all of you, every single one of you.
I love you.

Yeah, I'm aware how people will judge whenever they browse thru' my photo albums taken wherever it is, especially those in clubs. But as long as my conscience is clear and I know that I've not done anything sorry towards Lionel, I've got nothing to fear at all. You can carry&on and judge and wonder how much fuck would I give while I enjoy my life the way I want it to be and not giving a fuck to you losers at all. (:

(Photos are not in order&duhhh of course these are A FEW only, well obviously.)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥爱死你们了♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-12-10T11:47:00.000-08:00

"I miss you when something really good happens because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me because you’re the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you’re the one that makes my laughter grow and tears disappear. I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the times we shared." -Unknown

2010-12-07T21:18:00.000-08:00

I'm currently jobless. Please don't ask me to explain why, I will murder you.
Starhub's being a bitch. Well, that's the pretty the norm, no?
I need a new phone because I get extremely annoyed and embarrassed when someone asks, "Why do you use such a lousy phone?"
I need get myself a new job like, ASAP. In order to shop like some mad bitch when I'm at BKK.
NEA has not given me an answer yet. And that makes me feel like I'm drowning every single fucking day..
No letters from Babye, yet. FUCK MY LIFE.
I have so many things on my mind right now but I don't know what to say.
I kinda.... Miss clubbing. Hahahaha. And drinking though I drank a few days back already.
I'm in love with Thai songs, I think I should marry a Thai guy. Okehhh, I kid~
Suspect sooner or later I will have rumours going around saying Yap&I are flings, etc... So sick of stupid rumours like this.
Lionelboy's back. And because of him, I really don't mind staying at home for the whole day. Well, at least I've got someone to disturb if I'm bored. :b Heh~
I feel like having Bak Kut Teh now. I seriously have the urge to ring up Jinglong and ask him to accompany to 728 for my all-time favourite Bak Kut Teh soup now!!! *SLURPS* But I know he's too busy to care about me. :(
I'm so frigging bored naooo I swear I can die but I'm too lazy to move my fat ass around. Ha!

Anyway, something happened to me some time a week back that made me realized that there is still someone out there who dote, care&love me. Thank you so much, Tyrone Chua Jing Long!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ You know what you did~ Heh heh heh. You're really the best. No one wins you, hands down.

2010-11-30T21:42:00.000-08:00

Hey all! :)

It's been a while since I last blogged already.
Honestly, I quite miss blogging but... I've already kinda lost the feel for it. :/

But ahhh well, I'm here to blog anyway! Hahahahaha.

Work's been pretty fine for me, so far so good though I got into 2 arguments with the same person yesterday, retarded much. -____-

Weekends have been......... Boring? I mean, who wouldn't get sick of partying for almost every weekends?!

I need to do more relaxing activities like kite-flying, swimming, cycling, stars gazing, etc......
Need to take a break from everything&I'm extremely glad that I'm going overseas next month&celebrate my New Year in another country!!! Yay!!! :D:D:D

I was taken aback when Mom agreed to let me go overseas with my friends!!! I thought she would scream her lungs out at me or just brush aside&talk about other stuffs.
I mean like, hello?? She used to "ban" me from staying out late! I had to reach home like, before 1.30AM every single night eh!!! But now she's okay with me partying, drinking&GOING OVERSEAS?!?!? Maybe she's treating me like a real adult now. Hahahahahahaha!!!

Hopefully I don't die in the other country man... After all, terrorists always aim at countries during festive celebrations!

Hahaha, okay, CHOY!!!! *Touch wood!!*

Babye's still the same... And the reason why I hardly talk about him now is because there isn't anything for me to talk about?? Please don't fucking jump to conclusions that I don't love him anymore or whatever you all can come up with, okay?!? _l_
In fact, to me, it's like, why the fuck should I tell y'all things about him? It's none of your fucking business anyway. So fuck off, don't spreading stupid things. Tsk, I'm utterly disgusted with how childish people can really be man........

On a random note, my camera is fucking spoilt!!!!!!!!! :(:(:(
NBCB, I am fucking heartbroken to the max. Heartpainzgirl92. :(:(:(

And it's so fucking troublesome because I have to go all the way down to the fucking service centre to fucking get it fixed and it can't be fixed, I've to fucking buy another camera, KNNPUA.

Why am I always unluckygirl_92?! :(:(:(
SIGH. :(:(:(

Anyway!!! Today's the last day on the month and tomorrow's the first day of a brand new month.

Yay, it's nearing 2011 already&once again, one more month down for meeee!!! :):):)

As usual, I wish for a better month, for people to become better, for myself to change into a better person, for things become wayyy better and the list goes on..........

Hopefully some things still stay the same though! :)

2010-11-20T17:49:00.000-08:00

A blog is a blog. THAT'S IT.
You shouldn't be so concerned as to what other people are writing on the internet unless it's specifically about you.

Geddit now, losers? :)

2010-11-20T16:47:00.000-08:00

Society’s standards are fucked. If you’re reserved and quiet, you’re emo. If you’re open and expressive, you’re attention hungry. If you’re a virgin by 16, you’re doing something wrong. If you lose it by 16, you’re a whore. If you don’t compliment yourself, you’re begging for compliments. If you do compliment yourself, you’re full of yourself. If you’re unique, you’re weird. If you’re “normal,” you’re boring. It’s hard to find yourself in a world so centered around perfection, when in reality imperfection is what defines us.

2010-11-17T17:17:00.000-08:00

Gonna get everything fixed.

2010-11-05T14:36:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha, what's wrong with you guys honestly? Tsk.

5 Nov 10, 12:54

annoyous: get a life la. u still young.. he is not worth for u.. wats the point of waiting for a criminal? is confirm u wont see him again as its a death sentence!!!! get a life and move on!!!choose e right guy

Hello??? Which of the accused is my boyfriend? Like I've said, if you don't know anything, please don't be a smart aleck&start assuming. See? You just made a joke outta yourself based on assumptions.

5 Nov 10, 12:43

the law: the police should catch u too as an accomplice. u becareful, *****

This is even hilarious. Why should the police catch me as accomplice?
OHHH, just because......

5 Nov 10, 12:38

ahpek_lion: are u the one hu book chalet for them? :eek:

You all assumed that I was the one who booked the chalet for 'em?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! This shit is really getting funnier man.

5 Nov 10, 10:38

michiyobi: is not 1 person slash, is 10 slash 1. sure die one.

5 Nov 10, 10:37

michiyobi: after they kill somebody, now then you say "no intention" very easy. but is it the truth? if no intention why slash so many times with parang? stupid person also will know CAN KILL

Oh really? Were you there at the crime scene? How did you know 10 slashed 1? Not 1 slashed 1? Or 3 slashed 2? Or 1 slashed 2? Oh... You know all these from the media reports right? Fuck you then. You don't even know what exactly happened, don't spew nonsense when you know nothing about this whole incident. Don't be too quick too judge either.

5 Nov 10, 02:59

ali88: lol? bunch of gangsterism , kill poeple liao still dare to argue.

Lol? Was I even arguing? I just said everything takes two hands to clap. If Darren didn't provoked the accused, how did you think they'll end up in a fight?

Well, in case you guys missed this out in the news&y'all choose to believe what the media says, here's the interesting part:

Chinese newspaper report stating that the victim continues to taunt the murderer after the fist fight even when the victim's friend is trying to pull him away.

To those who said, "Very sart ki mea?" to the accused, now you know who you should say it to instead.

2010-11-04T02:51:00.000-07:00

It's November now already.
Can't believe how fast time flies man..

Although it's a brand new month but things aren't looking good.

All I can say about the whole incident that happened in Pasir Ris is that, everything happens for a reason&everything takes two hands to clap.

Stop judging just because one's been murdered UNINTENTIONALLY or just because some of the murderers has got tattoos on them.

We are all not present at the point of crime so don't be too quick to judge and stop listening to just one side of the story.

--

Quit my job as a beauty consultant and also argued with one of those who worked in the office.
Y'know what, old hag? If you know nothing then STFU, I could've say more but I choose not to, not because I'm afraid but because I don't want things to turn out to be ugly.

Job-hunting after quitting...... I didn't know hunting for a job can be that frustrating!
But anyway, I've already found myself a job. Hopefully it doesn't turns out to be as shitty as my previous job if not I'll go kill myself or something, hahaha.

Oooh and my camera USB cable died on me. WTFFF.
I was so frustrated and upset and mad on the day when I found out it died on me. -________-

I asked around about what can I do about it and my friend said I gotta get a new card reader.
Sorry if I sound stupid here but I really don't know how to use a card reader??? :(
Okay fineee, guess I'll just have to learn how to use it.

Okay, but my whole point of saying that out is..................................
That explains why I don't have any recent photos to upload for my blog&FB! Hah.

--

Sometimes, when you’re in love, it’s okay to be stupid and risk it all. ‘Cause the feeling of not trying hurts a lot, right? The every day frustration, the what-if’s and could-be’s… It’ll knock at the back of your mind and annoy you in every opportunity it could find. It would put you all over the place, turn you into someone but your whole self. But sometimes you also think that it’s not only about being stupid, and it’s not only because it hurts that you’re doing it. You know you’re not being completely illogical, because you know that that’s just how love is supposed to be.
— Eternus Incienda

2010-10-18T03:17:00.000-07:00

Wow, seems like I've been away for a lil' tad too long already, huh?

Life hasn't been too good for me.

The boyfriend's sentence got extended. Nice one, darling.
I don't even know what the fuck is going on in there, why can't you just be more obedient?
It's torturous out here. I've got people asking me are you worthy of the wait.. And I honestly have got no idea how to reply that question. It's not that I've got no answer for it, it's just that I don't wanna disappoint myself.

Friends-wise.....
Things don't seem to be looking good?
I mean like, I've got some really close guy friends who've got themselves a girlfriend&then totally forgot about my existence until a problem occurs and then I'm needed again.
Like, wow. Really, thanks a lot for that. Now I know where I stand.

&Also, everyone seems to be drifting from each other and it's happening so fast, it's scaring the shit outta me and it's scary. I absolutely hate this feeling even though I've already kinda prepared myself for it because well, nothing lasts&one thing about friendship is, we will all drift, no matter how close we used to be/we are. But whatever is it, dear friends, whoever you guys are, trust me, I cherished every single moment we all spent together, be it the good or bad&yes, I'll still be there for y'all if y'all need a pair of listening ears, shoulders to lean on, etc... I love you all, always.

As for family.... Things are bad, really, really bad.
Hopefully we can brave through these shits together.
Even though I don't say it out but I love you, every single one of you in the family.

Right now, I'm urgently looking for a better paying job.
Not a shitty one like the one I'm holding onto now. I need to do something to my life already.
I can't waste any more time on doing nothing, on drinking for 4 outta 7 days, on clubbings and just doing nothing and doing nothing and doing nothing.

Intro me some better jobs, please, anyone?

Fuck, I'm so in need of cash.
I'm afraid I might go insane just by having the thought of where to get fast cash man...

I'm a strong girl, I'm a strong girl, I'm a strong girl....
Everything will be okay, I know, I know. I just have to be strong.

Alright.. Enough of the emo stuffs!

Fuck man, I swear I'm at least 40KG now!!! :(:(:(
This is so motherfucking saddening!!! Can I die please? Or maybe I should join SK&Co. when they hit the gym, hahaha.

I've been having supper almost everyday and the amount of food that I consumed during dinner is really hugeee. And my dinner is ALWAYS AFTER EIGHT FUCKING PM!!!

What the fuck right, I know!!!
And I've got more than 2 people telling me that I've gained weight.
I really needa do something about it already.

:( SIGH.
Life sucks&good things, they never, ever last.
Fuck it.

2010-10-16T17:17:00.000-07:00

I'll do a proper blog entry soon.

XX

2010-10-11T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hi all.

I'm still alive&kicking.

:)

2010-09-28T15:11:00.000-07:00

Forgive and forget, that’s what they all say. It's undoubtedly good advice, but not very practical. When someone hurts us, its like an automatic mechanism - we usually want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to straighten things right. But without forgiveness, wounds will never heal. I guess the most we can hope for is that one day, we’ll be lucky enough to forget.

2010-09-22T16:14:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what to do anymore.

2010-09-20T00:10:00.000-07:00

Please, stop assuming.

2010-09-14T02:34:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I still find it hard to believe that I've actually survived so many bad things that had happened to me. Especially when there were some that caused really deep emotional wounds on me... But still I survived&still surviving. Maybe, maybe, after all I'm really that strong. Most importantly, it's the friends who are always there for me when I needed them, they are the ones whom I'm really grateful&thankful for. They are the ones whom I know I can rely on, no matter what. And I thank God for all these brothers&sisters from different parents. Well, don't hafta mention names........ I'm sure you guys know who you are.

♥♥♥♥♥

2010-09-12T18:02:00.000-07:00

All my favourite people. ♥

@Neverland
@Zouk

I love getting high on booze, heh heh heh.

2010-09-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

Exactly one year ago, I lost you to the arms of the laws of Singapore.
All because of one mistake you did, all because of what you think you did right, all because of something called Pride.

Then, I made a promise.
And that is, to wait for you.

One year later, I'm still keeping my promise.

No more troubles for you in there, that's what you promised me.
I hope you're keeping your promise like I am too.

Eight more fucking months, Babye.
Just have faith in us.

I love you, my dearest StickerLim. :*

2010-09-08T15:46:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of missing you but I still do it anyway.

2010-09-06T15:58:00.000-07:00

Okay I'm not trying to act like some YP and kick up a big fuss just because I saw someone who used MY nick and changed like, what? One letter in it and then tried to pass it off as though it's her own nick.

But really, WHAT THE FUCK?

Fuck you hard in your fugly face.

2010-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

我真的很想你 :(

2010-09-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes - all you need is one.

- One Tree Hill

2010-09-02T01:50:00.000-07:00

A brand new month, so what?
Thought it'll be way better than August but nah.. Don't seem to be the case.

I saw my schedule, working for 7 days for this month only. You kidding me?
So what if my Mom still gives me allowance? You think I don't needa shop? You think I don't have my "Needs" and "Wants"? Fuck you, seriously. FUCK YOU.

--

To both Jia&my darlings, please behave yourself in there, try your very best to stay outta trouble. Have faith in us like how we have faith in y'all. ♥♥♥

It's high time we should start cracking our brains and think of where to go every weekends.
Lately it's been getting boring.. Why like that? :(

There's nothing for all of us to do on both Friday&Saturday nights!
Fuck it.

--

Spongebob: "What would you do if I'll be gone?"
Patrick: "I'd wait til you come back."

--

"Pooh?" asked Piglet, "You have a lot of friends, don't you?"
"Yes," said Pooh "But only one Piglet."

--

I believe in Karma; what you give is what you get returned.
I really, really hope that this time 'round, I got it wrong.

Ahhh, I'm prepared for the worst anyway.

2010-08-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

As I grow up, I slowly stopped telling people about my problems, no matter how badly it's affecting me, I just..... Feel that there's no need to tell anyone about my problems. It's not that I don't feel suffocated, I do. It's just that, I find it totally pointless because every time the replies would be: "It's okay."/"It'll all be over soon."/"Don't think so much!"/"You'll be fine, trust me."/"Time flies."/"Get over it."

Yeah, I know.
But I need more than just those, I need solutions to my problems.

--

And so! Today I met up with the boyzzz.
Miss 'em like crazy, I'm serious! Not just saying for the sake of saying it.
Today was fun even though the time we spent together was short, hee hee!

Dined at Din Tai Fung, caught "Grown Ups"&then chillaxed.
Nothing much but I guessed we all enjoyed ourselves! Thanks to Ashley's embarrassment in the cinema theatre, F.E.P. and DTF. HAHAHAHAHA!

Here are the photos from the past few days!

2010-08-29T23:49:00.000-07:00

Just because I'm hanging out with guys more than girls, just because it looks like I've got close body contact w/ my guy friends when taking photos, just because I say "I love you"s t them, just because I've got more guy friends than girlfriends, it doesn't fucking mean that I don't love my boyfriend anymore or that I've love him lesser now. I still love him as much as before.

It's not my fucking fault that girls think I'm bitchy and stuck-up and hate me like as if I owe them a living.
It's not my fucking fault that I click well better with guys than most girls.

Stop jumping into conclusions and make assumptions about me. Really. It's not only annoying, it's also frustrating.

I've had enough, seriously.

Fucking hate it when people like you jump into conclusions&make accusations. Just.... Keep your fucking big fat mouth shut.

You think it's easy being me?

A big FUCK YOU in your face if you think it is.
Imagine having your every single motherfucking actions being watched.. By so many pairs of eyes.
All I have to do, is just one fucking mistake and I'll have so many of you out there judging me, trying to bring me down with your words and threats and disgusting rumors&whatnot.

Hey, at least, I know what the fuck am I doing, okay?
It's not like I'm fucking around and doing some shameless acts behind my boyfriend's back.

Here I am, trying to be strong and brave but there you are, trying to make it sound as though I'm doing some fucked up shits behind my boyfriend's back.

Why, tryna' act like you're some saint?
But fuck you, no, you're just being plain nosey.
You're forever poking your bloody nose into other people's business.

And, well, just to let you know, whatever I do out here, I do tell my dearest boyfriend about it so don't you fucking worry about that.

Anyway, I really wanna thank those who tried to bring me down.

What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.

2010-08-27T16:10:00.000-07:00

Things just happen.

2010-08-27T01:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Ketacy.blogspot,

I'm sorry for neglecting you for quite a while now. Y'know I miss you terribly so.. But life's been too awesome for me to update this space frequently, I hope you understand. :)

I'll never forget you. I'll come back&visit you soon, I promise!!

With love,
Michi.

2010-08-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

Honestly, I don't think anybody's reading this space right now for I haven't been blogging as often as before..

And frankly speaking, I've totally lost the "feel" for blogging already but I'll try to get it back. Ahaa!

Wow, time flies.
September's nearing.
Kudos to that, for another month's down!! :):):)

I've been spending most of my time with all my darlings these days and I'm really grateful to God for allowing 'em to become my friends.

August's supposed to be a great month because I was born in August but sadly..... It doesn't seem to be the case.
Instead, several bad things happened to my family&I. Don't really wish to reveal anything to anyone but just in case y'all are wondering, I'm fine. I really am. :)

Recently, one of my girlfriends got hurt in a relationship. It's like, she was being used....
I don't know if you'll be reading this but I really hope that you'll stay strong. You know that I've been through things that are 10 times worst than yours but I survived. If I can do it, so can you.
I'm always here for you, my dear. Always.

So........... I've been on the road to many places in Singapore lately!
Explored so many places!!! Like we had the awesome Kembangan mee sua, went for the 8/8 rounding in Town with all the other types of sports cars, went to West Coast Park and played with the flying fox thingy&climbed up the spider web, went to see the 7 ferraris!!!!!!! Been here&there, and I'm certain there are more to come. AHAA~

My 18th birthday was a few days back.
Close friends of mine would know that I'm not a fan of celebrating birthday so yeah, there weren't any huge birthday celebrations that happened. Just simple celebrations with all my loved ones! :) Still, I'm contented with just that.

Had a one-person visit because Babye wanted me to visit him alone only! ^^
Ultra sweet boy of mine, I knowww. :):):)

P/S: Be nice, help me click on my Nuffnang ad! :) Heeeee.

I love/hate you.....................

2010-08-24T10:40:00.000-07:00

I realized that I've been enjoying&caring about myself way too much that I've neglected about what's going on in the house.

I'm sorry but..... Really, I feel much better this way.
It makes me less stressful.

2010-08-21T19:38:00.000-07:00

Thank God I didn't fucking die.

2010-08-04T14:37:00.000-07:00

I don't give a flying fuck about what others think about the way I do things, about the way I behave, about the people I hang out with.

It's MY fucking life.
I lead my own life, I make my own decisions&make mistakes so that I can learn from it.

Don't judge.

I know clearly what am I doing.
Don't tell me what to do with my life.
As long as I know that my conscience is clear, I've got nothing to fear.

Now, fuck off&stop judging.

2010-08-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

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P/S: It's time for some changes.

2010-07-29T01:33:00.000-07:00

First up, celebrated David's birthday at Klapsons, The Boutique Hotel!
The room we got was an awesome one but it's more suitable for couples, haha.

We had so much in there and some of us got drunk and became xiaogou~
HEH!

Hope David enjoyed his 19th! If he doesn't, I'm so gonna spill out his secrets already!
*Ehhh~* Hehehehe.

Hangover the next day, FML.

Before the party started!!
More photos up at Jiajia's profile but I'm too lazy to save&then post it here.

Sorry!

Next up, Cheek&Ah Hao's birthday celebration.
Had two celebrations for them! One's before their actual birthday and another's on their birthday.

First celebration's plan was actually Zouk/Phuture but we went there too late and the queue's scary.. :(
So we decided to head down to Ratchada> Studio for drinking sessions.

Click here for photos viewing!

Got stuck in the fucking rain aftermath&we had sucha fucking hard time trying to get cabs! _l_

Second celebration was at 12th Element with Shaun&Co.&Ah Hao&Co.!
Initially it was kinda awkward..... But I guess everyone had fun together in the end?

Like what Jia said, "Drinking makes everyone best friend."
;)

So true! Heh~

Okay, sorry but my memory decided to fail me at this point of time.
All I can remember is that I had been drinking for three fucking consecutive days. -______-
Luckily I know how to behave! Didn't get drunk, maybe just high. Hahaha, getting drunk is the most retarded thing ever, I swear.

I really can't remember what happened for the past few days except for yesterday.
-__________-

Alright, so here goes 23/07's chain of events!

Town with Jiajia.

Got myself a bag, needed retail therapy so badly!!
Was mad happy after getting it though I burnt a hole in my pocket. Sighhh.
Met Lewis&Long.

Went Wheelock and then to Cineleisure.
Wanted to have Frolicks but they changed their flavour, CB.
Chillaxed&camwhored.

Waited for Shaun&Co. for God knows how long..... :/
Finally they reached! :):):)

Caught "The Crazies", awesome movie!!!
Supper aftermath.
After supper, they went to have durian. -______- PIGS!
Rounding after they had their durian.
Home sweet home.

And then on the 24th, it was Adrian's chalet.
Met up with my dearest Yap after almost a month!!! Hehehe, I bet he misses me a lot too. ^^

Click here for photos!

25/07: Headed down to Aljunied just for dinner! For the sake of Shaun&Roger okay?!

*Ehhhhh~*

Photos!!!

Chillaxed, 6 people on the cab&then home sweet home.

2010-07-23T16:08:00.000-07:00

Follow me at http://twitter.com/seckstaxy!!!
:):):)

Never keep your fucking options open, Michi.

I'll update this space soon, xx.

2010-07-17T17:18:00.000-07:00

Hi, I'm still alive&kicking. :)

Stopped blogging as often as before because I'm busy with my job&my friends.
Life's been awesome, so far.

I hope it stays this way forever....
Though I know it won't.

Ha.

Anyway I'm randomly feeling fucking down now.
WTFFF. :(

Those words..... They kept ringing in my head.
Why am I feeling this way?

2010-07-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

I got wasted last night.

Fuck my life.

2010-07-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

I need to stop spending.
I need to start saving.
I've got truckloads of stuffs to purchase.
I miss my boyfriend badly.
I need more money.
I need my boyfriend, NOW.
I miss Jiajia, Cheek, Yuanning, Noelle, Shaun, David, Joel, Andy, AhChong and Roger badly.
I wanna see my boyfriend every single fucking day.
I want things to get back on track.
I still miss my best brother.
I need more money.
I am upset.
I am happy.
I am pissed.
I am annoyed.
I hate myself.
I hate everything.
I love everyone who's been in and out of my life.
I'm having this mixed emotions thingy going on in me right now.

I guess,
I need a fucking break.

2010-07-06T11:32:00.000-07:00

People change.

It's time for me to bear that in mind.

2010-07-05T00:05:00.000-07:00

Mom, I seriously fucking hate you.
You seriously need to learn how to think before you open your fucking mouth the next time round.

Before all of you start all those "Hey she's your Mom......"/"You're being childish", STFU.
Y'all don't even know what the fuck she did in the first place.

2010-07-04T21:42:00.000-07:00

2010-07-02T11:46:00.000-07:00

Remember what I once told you?

That if I can stay with you in there, I would.

Yeah, I still would.

2010-06-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

"Trust me, not a single day passed by without me thinking of you."

Thanks Babye, I really really needed that.
I love you. :)

2010-06-26T19:02:00.000-07:00

_l_

I just typed one whole chunk of words and then BOOM!
It's gone.

And so, I've to recall what I was blabbering about...

So, it's been a while since I last logged into this page.
I fell extremely sick a couple of days back, I'm still sick though. Not with the fever and all, just the cough itself.

Wished Babye was with me when I was ill but HA, I knew it was just my wishful thinking and that it'll never come true! :( But I really hope Babye's fine! Hope he's not ill, I mean, the weather's fucked for the past few days!!! (Remember the Orchard flood?!?) And of course, I hope he's missing me every single day..... HEHEHE. :3

Life's been awesome for me, save for the part when I fell ill.
BTW, randomly, Singpost, what happened to you? Up 'til now I've yet to receive letters and my online shopping stuffs!!! Here's for you, t(','t)

OKAY. So I was saying life's been awesome for me!
I've been hanging out with really awesome people like Jiajia, Shaun&Co. and they NEVER fail to make me laughhh. And even though one guy just have to piss me off every single time, it feels great to have them around!

And whenever you're with them, never see sun, never go home!! LOL.
Madness, I swear.

But well, it's been a while since I last lead life like that and to be honest, I miss life like this! :D
HEHEHE.

Visit to the cemetery last night was a failure......... -__________-
Don't ask why.

I'm effing lazy to post up all the photos right now!
ZZZ.

Anyway, Babye, don't worry, I'll still wait for you even if your whole face is attacked by pimples okay? As long as you're not fat like ....... can already! HEHEHEHE.

I love you, truckloads, just like always!

Oh, oh and................

FUCK YEAH POWERHOUSE TONIGHT.
Sweeoh!~

2010-06-16T15:01:00.000-07:00

OMFG I can't believe that I'm sick!

I think the reason for being ill is because I've been staying out way too late and then going to work straight away aftermath.
-___________-

I wanna recover soon so that I can go shopping tomorrow!
Ughhhh, the feeling of being sick sucks. Everything I ate taste so bland.. And my throat hurts. :(

Shall eat my medicine after I'm done with blogging! Hahaha.

But oh well, these few days have been fun!!
Especially when I'm with JJ&Co., hehehe.
'Cause a lot of us would be disturbing someone with his stupid smiling face.

LOL, sorry I'm random but I'm imagining Ahchong doing the face now!!!
HAHAHAHA, I think y'all don't even know what the fuck I'm blabbering about. -_____-

Okay, I'm lazy to blog already.
Shall post some photos instead.

2010-06-10T21:54:00.000-07:00

But, why?

2010-06-10T17:10:00.000-07:00

Movie with my dearest Cheek!

Supper with my dearest shorties!

--

Sorry but I really miss you terribly now..

2010-06-10T16:53:00.000-07:00

I finally got what I've wanted but.. I'm still not happy.
In fact, I'm extremely disturbed and upset and sad right now.

Can someone tell me why?
:(

2010-06-07T23:16:00.000-07:00

Because what you reap is what you sow.

2010-06-06T11:50:00.000-07:00

It's killing me.

The past, it's haunting me every single fucking day.

&For the gazillion time I'm saying this again, if only you were here.
Maybe things would have been different, maybe I wouldn't have to suffer&feel suffocated every single time I think about it.

Because this feeling sucks but I can't tell anyone about it because nobody will fucking understand the things that I've gone through, things that I am still going through.

Sucks to be me, I guess.

2010-06-05T11:15:00.000-07:00

Babye, we're another month older again.
♥♥♥♥♥
And, I still love you all the same.

Miss you truckloads, my favourite boy.
Xxx.

2010-06-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

We'll reunite soon.

2010-06-02T10:28:00.000-07:00

Jiajia's birthday celebration.

2010-05-28T14:12:00.000-07:00

Just say what you mean and mean what you say.
Don’t expect someone to read your mind and don’t play games with heads or hearts.
Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out; half truths are no better then lies.
Don’t be cold to someone you care about; indifference hurts more than angry words.

2010-05-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

For the past few days, Limin&I have been together for a Canon event at NSRCC.
It was motherfucking tiring, imagine waking up at 4AM on both fucken days and then ending work after more than 8 fucking hours! It could've killed us, I seriously thanked God that I asked Limin along if not I'll just dieee alone. :( HAHAHA.

It was fun though! Meeting all those VIPs and bosses of certain brands, people with fucking high rank in the company, etc..... To sum everything up, it was really an eye-opener. Oh, and I learnt how the whole golf thing works now! HAHA.

And then just yesterday, I met up with XQ&JW after my work ended and after they were done with their braces. While they were eating congee, they kept complaining it's damn annoying and painful and whatnot. HAHAHA, t'was damn funny I swear!!! But I really pity them but hey! It's the way to having a beautiful set of teeth! :D So darlings, just bear with it alright?

They came over to my place because I don't know why but they seemed like they're very into LionelBoy...... -______-

SORRYz, I know I like a cui only.

That's all! Hehehe.

I don't know why but I'm up so early today.
Think I'm going crazy, hahahahaha.

FUCK IT, I've to go to the fucking office later. :(

H8 IT 2 THE MAXXXXXX.